Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Your secret is my secret?

Just gone through 1 test and 1 assignment today...
Exhausted, only word i can used to describe myself now

Recently you seems to update your blog for few times...
It seems to have something in it...
Is it some thoughts that similar with me?
Or i'm thinking to much?

It is normal for me to have such thought...
Due to our interaction in these few days...
Did we sms or msn too much recently?
For me it does...
Maybe it's in total different way for you or maybe it's true...

However, i know i need to have far vision...
everything can't just rely on one word, 'feeling'...
We are 21 years old, and 'feeling' seems to be unreliable...
I know that once feeling is gone, does it means that break up?

Someone had told me,
you must be able to foresee the future of both of you...
the way of living style between 2 people...
then only both of you will create a best living style...
which both will feel convenience without stress...

It seems to be true...
But the question is...
How to foresee?
How to identify that she is my future?
Doubt...

Are you my 'future'?

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

突然间 端午节

端午节?!
今天是端午节?!
看到Fb里面不停地出现这么的Status
Baru发现今天是'粽子天'(是不是屈原跳河天啊?)....
突然间好像吃粽子.... >.<

*顺便来首五月天的歌
<我心中尚未崩坏的地方>
醒在陌生的地方 镜头变成了刀枪
耳语也变成了真相
吉他告别了肩膀 诗人弃守了边疆
我们活在巨大片厂
幸运的孩子 爬上了殿堂
成果代价都要品尝
单纯的孩子 是否变了样
跟著游戏规则 学著成长
轰轰烈烈的排行 沸沸扬扬的颁奖
跟著节奏我常迷惘
当人心变成市场 当市场变成战场
战场埋葬多少理想
回想著理想 微薄的希望
走著钢索我的刚强
伟大和伪装 灰尘或辉煌
那是一线之隔 或是一线曙光
每个孤独天亮 我都一个人唱
默默的让著旋律 和我心交响
就算会有一天 没人与我合唱
至少在我的心中 还有个尚未崩坏的地方
歌手追逐销售量 记者追逐点击量
没有谁比谁更善良
无论天后或天王 无论小兵或老将
曲终人散都要苍凉
期待著彩虹 所以开了窗
窗外只有灼热闪光
所谓的彩虹 不过就是光
只要心还透明 就能折射希望
每个孤独天亮 我都一个人唱
默默的让著旋律 和我心交响
就算会有一天 没人与我合唱 至少在我的心中
还有个尚未崩坏的地方
其实我们都一模一样 无名却充满了莫名渴望
一生等一次 发光
宁愿重伤也不愿悲伤 让伤痕变成了我的徽章
刺在我心脏

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Sorry to you and Sorry to myself

When a men remain silents
It doesn't means that he's coward
Sometimes there was something
He wanna protect

Your word
had gone me crazy
wind up my mind
and it does spring up my mood

But there is something
That hold me back
It's quite pain
But I think it's good for us
Unless....(which is 1 in a million of chances)

The Friendship
is much more valuable
As it is not worth to lose it...
and that's the thing i wanna protect...

P/S: If I'm Naruto, 96CFP will be Konoha Village,where is Sakura?

Friday, June 11, 2010

我想...我开始想你了

这感觉好不清晰...
好矛盾的心情...

Thursday, June 10, 2010

水蜜~~~~桃?

水蜜桃: 专一/怕寂寞

水蜜桃是一个最典型的完美主义者,对于感情较倾向于柏拉图式的恋爱,面对自己最喜爱的人则充满着慈爱、包容及专情,因为你深信爱情的真正意义,是能够为对方着想,全心全意照顾对方;对于所谓的物质享受并不在乎,只会期待一个能与自己心灵沟通和活泼可爱的情人交往,就算是一些特别的日子,例如: 情人节、圣诞节,也不会要求对方大肆庆祝,反而送上一张充满罗曼蒂克又用心用情的心意咭还有意思。你很害怕寂寞,就算情人不在身边,也要有朋友陪伴,物质生活反而是其次,最重要是对方在身边.
与桃拍拖秘诀:水蜜桃最怕情人虚假,所以要获得水蜜桃的心,一定要表现得率性不羁,能保持着自己原始不修的真我便最重要。

我真的有那么专一?
可能只是痴而已啦~~~

好乱 什么东西

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Thank you...

Thanks for spending your time listening...
i was totally lost when i heard the truth...
i just couldn't find some1 to release the pain...
i can't stand it alone until i have go out alone to get a breath...
i dunno what i should do now
i dunno how to talk to ah moh...
i thought i was ok when msn him...
but when in class...
i just can't act like normal... >.<
anyway... thank you...
and gambatte in your finals...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Makai?

怎么有种奇怪的感觉?
什么东东?

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I Hate

I hate
When people joked on it
Coz I really mean it

I hate
When people make fun of it
Yet i dun think so

Does my blog sounds fun?
If it is,
then 'fxxx off'

Like the title
'It's My Life'
Not Yours,
You dun even have the authority to judge it