"You need more time~~~bla"

Today
31st May 2010...
The investment class is so miserable...
it's neither the teaching method nor its difficult...

Through out the whole class...
i never spoke a word with her(i'm last person of the row n she's beside me)...
somethings had gone wrong between both of us or maybe just me...
i just can't come out a word nor a topic to discuss about...

is it i'm too coward?I dun think so...
but when i think back...
maybe is the past that stopped me...
whatever i said... will only get denied...
whatever things i had done... she will just revolted...
the way she treated me... was totally different to others...

Maybe i was wrong...
but was it so serious?
even though i was wrong...
it's just the thought went wrong...
But how am i going to clarify?
I knew it was impossible and that's y i never spoke a word...

What i want to keep is the friendship...
I didn't wish it happen...
at last it just went against me as well...
and it's had been last for so long...
nearly 1 year...
yet ppl around me still convinced me to take more time...
Time Time Time... Bla Bla Bla...

It did convincing initially...
but now it's around 1 year...
and they all still using the same excuse to convince me?!
Whatever~~~

I tried to do things that pleased her...
i tried to contact with her just when its necessary...
I had done everything...
and i think both of us will be just like this...
maybe forever... or maybe just few months..
For me,
'miserable' is best to describe both of us...
That's It

只要再看你一眼

真的'只要再看你一眼'
杨培安&戴爱玲

这一次你让我心头一亮
我一直徘徊游荡
假装没人会真正欣赏 我的模样

这一次我的眼终于明亮
曾有的一点伪装
也愿层层剥掉 有种安全感在心里回绕

只要再看你一眼 我变得更美
你拆下我的心门
慢慢走进我秘密花园
种下第一株玫瑰

只要再看你一眼 我更加了解
我的爱绝不肤浅
太晚才遇上你的珍贵
你的未来有我陪 不浪费

这一次你让我心头一亮
我一直徘徊游荡
假装没人会真正欣赏 我的模样

这一次我的眼终于明亮
曾有的一点伪装
也愿层层剥掉 有种安全感在心里回绕

只要再看你一眼 我变得更美
你拆下我的心门
慢慢走进我秘密花园
种下第一株玫瑰

只要再看你一眼 我更加了解
我的爱绝不肤浅
太晚才遇上你的珍贵
你的未来有我陪 不浪费

也许别人会嘲笑 你管别人怎么看
一步步 一些些 有试探 有期待
就算没法一次爱完整 也不后悔

只要再看你一眼 我变得更美
你拆下我的心门
慢慢走进我秘密花园
种下第一株玫瑰

只要再看你一眼 我更加了解
我的爱绝不肤浅
太晚才遇上你的珍贵
你的未来有我陪 不浪费

废话连篇

话
讲多了就会没有意义
会让人觉得没有内涵,简称'Si Fat 鬼'

话
讲多了有时会伤害到其他人
会让对方受伤,其实很惹人厌

我
不懂怎样去说好话
不懂怎样婉转的表达

我
只会给没有建设性的东西
只会从口中闯出一大堆祸

对不起
如果我曾经那么伤害你们
如果我说的话那么的厌恶

或许
我没有学过如何说好话
我没有学过沟通的技巧
也可能我很笨

但是
对不起...

P/S: 海阔天空

久久听一听,感觉蛮好听

最近听回一些旧歌~~~

信乐团-海阔天空

信乐团-天高地厚

张学友-纽约的司机驾着北京的梦

张学友-她来听我的演唱会

刘畊宏-情画

陈柏宇-拍一半拖

Augustana-Boston

All American Rejects-It Ends Tonight



My mind's messed but who can i talk to?

3rd Week

It's entering 3rd weekssss~~~~
yet i'm still wasting my time...
hanging around just looking for entertainment...
IP Man + ‘Balas Dendam Berbulu’+ Chee Seong Birthday + Shabu Shabu +‘TRAINING’ etc.

After all of that...
It's not ends... cuz i'm still thinking of...
IRON　MAN 2!!!
Gosh! i was suppose to follow up my studies (my inner part)...
Not only study, when am i going to finish my book?! >.<
After procrastinating for almost 9months... finally reach half of it... fuh~~

Maybe all i need...
is the motivation to study...
the acceleration to move my body to do it...
and of course it's the self-discipline (nvr had it at all @.@)

Tomomorrow's objective
Start my assignment,Gather the available information!!!

Penalty for Failure
Have Roti Canai as supper (Can it be a penalty? XD)


好凌乱的思绪,似乎有两个自己一直在挣扎... ‘Sot的啊?!’

不够好

很想说出来...
可是我凭什么...
毕竟
‘金刚跟美女恋上 也只是个传奇狂想’

少了一个人

好强好厉害的S.H.E
好听好Nice的歌~~~XD


S.H.E - 少了一个人

朋友聚会 吵闹的快乐
在她们离开以后 变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝
突然渴望有人 能来接我

泡著热水在浴室 赖著
思念却也被滚烫 冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了
多久没有再联络 一想还是痛

少了一个人 宠爱我
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑著面对 被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞

妈妈在电话里挂 念我
上次欲言又止她 还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了
但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用

少了一个人 拥抱我
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后 赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热

少了一个人 懂得我
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我 情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞

很固执 无条件爱 我从来没变过
在大吵的时候 会抱著我沉默 不动